i fell
hard
everyone saw it
i thought you were coming with me..
you didn't
so i left,
but i still slept with your blouse on my pillow
so i could breathe you in at night, and feel somehow connected to a past
i would have rather done without,
i tried hard to forget you. i met someone, someone great..
like you
so i moved on,
but i couldn't stop missing you
thoughts of you clouded my vision daily,
the guilt, sadness, and anger always followed shortly after
i don't know,
and i love her, and i loved you..
because you were like me.
so like me,
every song i hear still reminds me of you, but with my hindsight goggles firmly attached
i remember how exactly you fucked me over,
and i don't believe in you anymore.
except when i hear
a movie script ending.
